Recently,I often suffer from sleeplessness. It is almost 2AM now,im losing sleep again,I just can't sleep,always think about too much things.I have too much pressure from my work for I want to join in a trade show which full around of foreigner ,what if I can't understand them,what if I don't know how to answer their questions,what if my colleagues laughing at me about my poor English,their English is so good,they.can talk to anybody.I have been studying English very hard lately,read passages aloud,recite words.and I have paid for one English learning website,listening, reciting,reading everday,but I think this is far away from my target,this all don't have too much help,maybe I should find some really excellent teachers or some helpful friends to help me. Today I have an interesting lesson about Chinese drama,what a shame that im fallen in sleep,So I missed one important lesson. Please,if there have some kind friends,help me!