Always I still think I am a student, but I have graduated this year. Everything is not the same in school, everything is strange. I do not know to do what. I do not know where is my job. confused, confused, confused...My world is ruined by the crul socirty. Sometimes I even do not want to stay in the world again. why living is so difficult but we still want to live in the world? ok, maybe that is a silly question. And and I will still in the world to receive the nightmare
昨天晚上做梦自己走在马路中间,整条马路都是蛇,很多很多,虽然我很怕,但是那些大蛇却并没有咬我。后来我发现自己在家里杀一条很小的蛇,那小蛇把我手指都咬出血来了,我却一点都不怕,最后我还是把那蛇给宰了,剥皮炖汤喝了。。此梦何解??
Today the typhoon is coming. The wind is so strong with heavy rain. When I got up this morning, I really did not want to go to work. I ride a byke to work. It is really unconvenient. I am really worry about about my safety. Does the typhoon would take me to American from China?? Maybe...Now I arrive at my company, safety.
I just graduated from the university last month. I worked as a intern in a factory which does international business. This company is not far away from my hometown. I didnot get any salary until to the third month. And it always delays the time to pay us. I want to leave, but the boss hopes I can stay this company. To be honest, I study in a big city, but the factory is far away from the city. I lived in the company, the room is broken and dirty which full of dusk. YES, I can clean the dusk today, but it is still full of dusk tomorrow. I want to find another job in a big city. The problem is that I donot have enough money to rent a room for myself. If I leave this company, I do not know what I will face in the future. Better or worse?? I can not guess..When I studyed in the school, I did not think money is so important, but now I change my ideal.
With money, you cannot do everything;without money, you can do nothing. To leave or not to leave, that's a queston.
it is early now in China. The weather is not so hot today. I still remenber the weather is so hot several days ago.
