Moodiness Today I just want to write something in my diary. It's only a necessity of trowing up words that can trow up with them some feelings. It's hard to just write about anything without mixing feelings, without exposing a part of me. I was remembering my last class of literary theory in wich we were talking about melancholy. I used to be a very gloomy person, and although I'm more positive know, it's difficult to change all the way you think and all the way you live. Sometimes I can said that sometimes I miss my melancholic part. When I used to be immersed in my sadness I used to write a lot of poetry, and when I'm happy or stable I just can't write more, or if I write I feel that it doesn't have the same quality. In class we were talking about that, about the melancholy and the writers of the romanticism. It's known that a lot of the talnted writers had depressión or some kind of melancholy around them, and I think that part of their talent and part of their work came from that moodines, and without it maybe they wouldn't be so wonderful. I wrote that big preamble because know I can't sink into depression as the way I used to do, and it's because I have taken some courses and I have been in therapy for a while. I'm glad about all my advance, but as I said sometimes I miss the inspiration that comes with sadness. I can thanks my doctor because he really change my depression chip to an analytical one, so know when I start to feel bad I just break down the situation and I just jump out the bad situation. As you can see I'm psychologically more stable, and much more analytical what it's excellent, the problem is that I miss so much that ability of taking all my bad feelings and transform it in poetry. When I started to write I was looking for a way of vent all my caught feelings that I can't express in poetry anymore. I decided to write just to feel the liberty of expression, so I thought it would be a good idea to pratice my abandoned english writing at the same time that I made a relief experiment. By know I'm very happy, because just writting all the ideas that were on my mind and focus in my english writing change help me a lot to just put away for a while my moodiness. I hope somebody can take the time to read this long text and help me to improve my english. Have a lovely week, and if you're moody just write and relax.