my bestfriend Ulzhan was and stil is a fascinating girl, even if she is not alive anymore. I've lost her in 2010. She was 18. An accident. The car accident. Everything was so complicated. We couldn't understand what was happening. There was only one clear fact: she had gone. You know, there are some people who are just like a light bulb in your life. They illuminate everything around themselves. I am sure you have that kind of person in your life. She was joyful and happy of what she had. I always wonder, do this sort of human beings know beforehand that they have too little time to spend on the Earth?! Or are they like reminders for us, not to spend our time being miserable? I am almost sure you've already had a picture of such person in your mind. Am I right? So I just wanted to tell you: do your best not to lose them. It might be difficult to be with them, but I guess, it is much harder to survive without them. Best regards, Bota.