How can someone determine his\her goal and ambition ? Is it wired to not know your goal in life ? . or we just deal with things around us spontaneous . I find it's difficult to me to know what I really want maybe because I know that reaching the thing I want will face many obstacles or maybe because I am a hesitant one who can't decide and see the right thing from different sides and just accept it as it or because of the limited  opportunities available in my country . I'm 23 years old, Is it related to my age or because I'm not well experienced to things around me or because of my non a wake mind  . Am I wrong to judge myself ???

An old friend we were friends for 5 yearsو maybe it's not a long time like any other friends who spent more years than us , but we shared many beautiful moments and I still have the picture of every moment I spent with her . I remember the days when we were laughing and talking the whole day without feeling bored, and the days when we had exams but not felt stressed because we had common things to talk about and things we planned to do after exams like shopping, having lunch and other things that can make us feel relaxed not worried about anything beside the exams .... There are many things to say in my mind but the words can't express it never. She's gone, the one who I LOVED and TRUST the one who I feel with so happy because she thinks that I am wrong and she is the only one who is right !