that only means i need to learn a new languages now , i could not change the world, could only change me to fits the world, right?

Well, I'm learning japanese by myself, but I'm just 17. So, of course I can't practise it in the daily life yet. Worth : most of the people laugh of me because they are pretty close-minded. Whatever, I can practise this language on the internet, that's not a problem.

I think i'll feel pity for a second,but it won't last for long.Anyway as it's my favorite language i'll keep doing practice,no matter take it just for interest or as a serious learning.Otherwise,it can't be called"favorite",isn't it?^ ^

I would feel frustrated not being able to practise the language Here are the Italki Turkish/English speakers who can help you http://www.italki.com/partners/1-Turkish-English--200-0--0-0.htm Here are the Russian/English speakers http://www.italki.com/partners/1-English-Russian--200-0--0-0.htm

maybe i will feel blue. but i wont live in that situation. i just live in my favorite place :) if i have to, i will change my attitude to my life. cause life is beautiful, no matter where you are