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i would like to be whether younger or child forever because skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.

i want 25 years old forerever

"I have no body and i feel no pain, 'cause i am no longer here again. Now can fly through out the wider space, finaly set free from all my chains. Farewell to heaven, farewell to hell, from the one we shall never meet again. Neither light nor dark are here along my way. There be no more sadness, there be no more pain... I can fly, yes, i can fly..." :p

I want to disappear sometimes because of lacking feeling of secure, sometimes because of wanting to be all alone, getting along with myself and thinking. Actually I most want to keep the moment forever.