I can't even trust myself O.O

no. we say : " Trust but verify"

Oh Yes, you have to give yourself the chance to love, to care, to depend on someone fully. Your never fully happy or "safe" unless their is someone that you can trust with all your heart, let it be your spouse, friend, family, or even a psychologist, because you tell that person all your secrets. My best friend (male), is the person I confide in.

maybe...I trust my family.

of course in my family, and some friend