In this video, ddeok means having a sex You can associate hitting rice with sex While she was actress, she was forced to have sex with people who had the power to have her appear on TV So she have painful memory and she want to talk about it Scar can be rotten if you are uninterested Likewise, she believe stress can be cured by telling bad memory to others openly Some people doubt if she enjoyed that situation She also acknowledged a little

basically she said i hate deok ( rice cakes ) but i have being talking about it all the time because i have no more ideas for my videos , i have to take videos everyday but there is no more fun content to talk about , and i have to take my place on youtube , i'm gonna start adding ads so please don't skip them , and leave comments about content you want me to take video about , and then talked bullshit about the corona virus , she keeps repeating the same thing about deoks