IF I CANT BE YOURS Now its time I fear to tell I've been holding it back so long But something strange deep inside of me is happening I feel unlike Ive ever felt And its makinme scared That I may not be what I ( think I am ) What of us what do I say Are we both from a different world Cos every breath that I take, I breathe it for you I couldnt face my life without you And Im so afraid. Theres nothing to comfort us What am I, if I cant be yours　 I dont sleep, dont feel a thing And my senses have all but gone Cant even cry from the pain, cant shed a tear now I realise Were not the same and its makin me sad Cos we cant fulfil our dream ( in this life )　 So I must, let us break free I can never be what you need If there was a way, through the hurt Then I would find it Id take the blows. Yes I would fight it But this is the one. Impossible dream to live What am I, if I cant be yours.

The Gathering Saturnine The day you went away You had to screw me over I guess you didn't know all the stuff you left me with is way too much to handle But I guess you don't care You don't need to preach you don't have to love me, all the time Whatever on earth possessed you to make this bold decision I guess you don't need me While whispering those words I cried like a baby hoping you would care You don't need to preach you don't have to love me, all the time

Hiroshi Murayama Trio - A Love Suicide I can be so mean You can beat me I would like to shame you I would like to blame you Just because of my love to you

Like a pill from Pink

Creep by Raidiohead Youre just like an angel Your skin makes me cry You float like a feather In a beautiful world And I wish I was special Youre so fuckin special But Im a creep, Im a weirdo. What the hell am I doing here? I dont belong here.