Can you explain what it means in easier way?
"Petrified before a void so vast that it could not be contained within thought, let alone a thinking being, it was impossible to know how long it would take to drift off into the abyss that silently beckoned me."

It is too complicated to understand for me.
Can you explain it in any other easier way to understand?
Please help me
Thank you in advance!!If you need context,

"As a child, I was terrified of death. It was often in the twilight hours, between the moment of lying down and the imperceptible instant of slipping off to sleep, that the terror would arise. The thought of vanishing completely from the world, of being engulfed in ineradicable darkness, would seize upon me and crush with it the very existence of the world. It was not simply that I would no longer be there. It was that reality itself would collapse, devoid of any point of apprehension."

Question

Can you explain what it means in easier way?
"Petrified before a void so vast that it could not be contained within thought, let alone a thinking being, it was impossible to know how long it would take to drift off into the abyss that silently beckoned me."

It is too complicated to understand for me.
Can you explain it in any other easier way to understand?
Please help me
Thank you in advance!!If you need context,

"As a child, I was terrified of death. It was often in the twilight hours, between the moment of lying down and the imperceptible instant of slipping off to sleep, that the terror would arise. The thought of vanishing completely from the world, of being engulfed in ineradicable darkness, would seize upon me and crush with it the very existence of the world. It was not simply that I would no longer be there. It was that reality itself would collapse, devoid of any point of apprehension."

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Hello Meeks,

The writer/character is thinking about death when he was a child as if it was a big black hole which he was very frightened of going into but he knows he will go into eventually.

Hope this helps

Bob

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The idea is rather theological, although I am not a theologist by myself, but I'll try to explain.
The situation looks like something from Daoism. There is a Greate Void  ("a void so vast"), the Beginning and the End of all Being. You may consider it as the Absolute God. Of course, nobody can understand the God  in His full completeness ("not to be contained within thought"), and even a "thinking being" (= a human, which "was created in His Own Image"). And the great Horror the guy feels before that void ("impossible to know how long it would take to drift off into the abyss"). But the he has got to his last poin, still continuing clutching to the end of abyss the bottom of which does not exist. It's his Doom ("the abyss that silently beckoned me"). And so he's got petrified (a usual reaction, like the third law of Robots by Isac Azimov - "A robot must protect his own existence as long as such protection does not conflict with the First or Second Law"). In the Daosism, if you relax and overstep that threshhold, you'll become enlighted and saved. It's the same as when Jesus had gone through the death.

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