Desire is difficult for others to help you with. You have to be able to find the desire for yourself. Perhaps some ways you can try to do that is to integrate your English studies into your hobbies. For example, you can try reading novels that interest you, watching TV or Youtube in English, etc. Try to find something that interests you that you can include English communication into and it will be much easier for you to find a desire to study English. Additionally, try to find a way that is easier for you to learn English. Maybe the materials you are using are rather boring, so look for a different method. I think that is the extent to what I can tell you at this point, but if you have anymore questions, please feel free to ask.