That is normal with everyone that studies languages. You will work for a long time.. .and seem to get nowhere. Then, you will find that suddenly your english will be better. Keep working. Have faith in yourself.

What is your goal when speaking English? Do you want to speak like a native, or do you want to communicate thoughts and ideas to another human being accurately? Becoming a "native" speaker is a very high goal. It will take many years to achieve. That's Ok, if that's what you want, but remember it's going to take a long time. If communication with others is your goal, you are already doing that! I understood your thoughts and am responding to them. So are others. That's good! You will continue to improve every day as you work at it, but keep your goal in mind so that you don't get discouraged.

yes sure i will thank you very much

Sometimes in life there are obstacles that you must go through in order to get what you want. Take learning the language ad a test of your endurance. People learn at different rates and I know that you can do this. Don't be disheartened. Keep going even if it's hard.