I just try to manipulate life into what i want, to be an idealistic intact .

Where ignorance is bliss, it's folly to be wise. （难得糊涂）

First, I believe Ideality is not exist.. no one is 100% perfect .. but for me, ideality is absolute value .. so, I try to reach it by developing myself ." I know, I will never reach it" but to be more close to it means you are more correct . I try to know myself, weak poins and strong poins.. then.. I try to fix the weak poins.. Reality moves very fast away from Ideality .. so I try to slow down this speed by making a cover to protect my ideal values.. I try to be flexible to use what life offers to achieve my goals and thoughts...

Just ne your self .. try .. dont hesitate ..be strong .. !

trust that: what you do in reality can lead you come true your ideality.