Because you're a hypocrite. If you want a girl who loves you for who you are, you should also like her for who she is. Which means that the word "beautiful" shouldn't appear in your question.

Women admire confidence, don't appear so desperate.

She is hard to find because you are looking hard for her. If you stop looking and go about your life she will come to you, probably when you least expect it.

first you got to ask yourself, waht is beautiful, is it how she is in personality or is it her looks, if you are looking them jsut for her looks, dont expect much, but if u really care how they are, if u see them beautiful beacouse of their personality, then i suggest to love them for who they are, and u will be loved back taht same way.

its fate disteny