I meant to say :" The sentence you wrote is not clear at all"

Hello, The sentence you wrote is clear at all, but that is ok since you are learning a new language. I think you mean you are not able to speak english because of fear or because you are afraid. Since you are a beginner your knowledge of english seems very little, so you better start learning and practicing and on the long run you will be able to speak better and improve gradually ,so no need to be afraid. It is normal at your stage not to be able to speak and form correct sentences .

its ok. speaking english always takes practice. plus keep this as a reminder. i know what you mean but what you just said is " i want speak english by fear"

without fear, for effective english speaking practice, practice, Practice,