You want to know English, but it is very hard for you. I understand. I suggest that you first spend time studying about the verb "to be." Learn everything that you can about "to be." Learn how to make affirmative sentences with "to be" ("I am a student"); questions with "to be" ( "Am I a student?"); and the negative ("I am not a student"). When you have any questions, just ask here. Many nice people will help you. Please remember: You MUST understand "to be" before you go on to other verbs.

I have the same problem with other languages. I'd love to speak French, Italian, Spanish or even Russian, but it isn't easy. Just keep trying. English language films and TV have helped a lot of my foreign friends. Every day you're learning a little more. You'll get there.