1. Upgrade to Life 2.0 2. Install additional memory chips 3. Ensure spell checker is engaged and completely compliant with existing software 4. The question is not what to do because you have nothing, but what will you do with your life when you have something? Good Luck :))

I will humbly try to give you an hint only related to your first question: 1.Can you advise me how to change my life? I'd like to change my character and to be stronger, more hard-working...because i'm so lazy If you enjoy reading, please rush to a bookstore or library and pick a biography of somebody that inspires you; living examples are the best to make us desire to get rid of old habits and to take our life in our hands with a new urge to do. Obviously good examples may also be found in good friends, even if they are not Nobel prize winners.

Put all your energy into education and learning English. Set some goals for the future and try to change your situation, your environment and the culture in which you find yourself. To do this, you might need to move away from your location.

Time exists within space which came before time and if you follow those laws of nature you will win. You must create a space and put a time there when you can study and practice. Practice is half of learning and key to winning. Knowledge is power and vocabulary is knowing the words. Anybody can study a book in a library but if you are going to learn how to swim you are going to have to get wet. Find a language partner here on italki and be happy!

The questions imply not to answer but to train you for several months to get healthier. Nevertheless I will try to state it with to sentence. First rule: you always try to control your impatience and ego! This is disfunction in your head which always says "I am sad, I am already 19 year old and did not reach what I wanted, I tried to train but how can I when I am so sad, I wanted this but it seems the whole universe is confronted me" and so on. To control your impatience you must be conscious. If you realize who you are in fact, that all those things that you want has nothing to do with your nature, you wil be in harmony. For instance do you understand that English is only a knowledge that is good but has nothing to do with your nature: you can acquire it or you can lose it. Now you can remember some days one year ago that you were happy without even knowing English. Second rule: Always rely on systematic work but not luck. This wonderful concept always create great likelihood to succeed. That is what I relied on in all my thunder stormy life and it is true.