Why is it worse when the father is killed? Every person is equal no matter their race or sex. Are you more angry when your father gets killed than when it's your mother?

i am sorry to hear! i can't imagine that. i think any reaction is possible and understandable. hope you recover soon; be not always plunged into deep grief; treasure the live people you love ; live indepently and happily! take care !

You are saying that you saw your father was killed by someone before ? If so , I wanna console you out of my heart . B . U . T if not , Quit your kidding like that . There is no fun and there is no meaning .

i am taught in my religion to forgive that person. i would try to forgive as best as i could. 0(^_^)0 i would hope that i would show the love of Christ by my forgiveness.

Very bad.