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I have been meeting you for almost 3 years . However, it is pretty hard to hear from you for a long time. I definitely recognized
No MESSAGE IS A MESSAGE . Since that, why have i been insisting to contact you?
I have known you for almost 3 years but it's been difficult not hearing from you for such a long time. I understand No communication is a way of communicating. So why is it I insist on contacting you?
I do have reasons.

1, I understand it is normal that people meet and go. I still thank God to let you entered and warmed my life, to give me unforgotten happiness.

I understand it's normal for people to have relationships and part ways. 

Forgetting a person whom you have ever loved truly, the difficult process is like drawing a knife from the heart slowly.
Someone might laugh at that the expression is exaggerated, sorry when i am getting older and older, i guess i may not be emotional like now.
It's a difficult process forgetting a person whom you've truly loved. It's like slowly drawing a knife from the heart.
2, I do love you without any strings attached but i also confused and suffered a lot from the affection. I was born in a honest and decent family, i learned from my parents that the basic rule between people is sincerity, especially we are the ones who truly spend intimate time together. Meanwhile, every human being deserves the least respect, no matter the country/race/look/job/social class.
OUR SOULS ARE EQUAL.
....especially when we've spent intimate time together...
3, That is why I felt being ignored, hurtful and despised. you are like a haunting thorn in my thoughts, i cant set myself free without a conversation with you. I can't move forward without a word from you.
Maybe i am an out of date girl, i still insist people should share an ending with each other face to face that is thoughtful and decent and honors what they had together. I still believe people should have face to face closure, one that is thoughtful and decent and honors...
All of life is an act of letting go, but what hurts most is not taking a moment to say goodbye.

Ask for some helps to correct a mail

I have been meeting you for almost three years. However, I have not heard anything from you in a long time. Since that, why have I been insisting to contact you?

I do have (some) reasons.

1, I understand it is normal that people meet /know each other and stop talking. I still thank God to let you entered and warmed my life, to give me unforgotten happiness.
Forgetting a person whom you have truly loved, it's a difficult process is like sticking a knife in your heart slowly.
Someone might laugh and say that the expression is exaggerated, sorry when I am getting older and older, I guess I may not be emotional like now.

2, I do love you without any strings attached but I'm also confused and suffered a lot from the affection. I was born in an honest and decent family, I learned from my parents that the basic rule between people is sincerity, especially when we are the ones who truly spend intimate time together. Meanwhile, every human being deserves the least respect, no matter the country/race/look/job/social class.
OUR SOULS ARE EQUAL.

3, That is why I felt being ignored, hurtful and despised. You are like a haunting thorn in my thoughts, I cant set myself free without a conversation with you.
Maybe I am an out of date girl, I still insist people should share an ending with each other face to face that is thoughtful and decent and honors what they had together.
All of life is an act of letting go, but what hurts most is not taking a moment to say goodbye.