Confused mood

Your writing was clear and easy to understand, I rewrote it just  to make it sound a little more natural: 

I feel like my life isn't very fulfilling. I've always wanted to get better at English, but I'm not sure how to go about it. It makes me confused every day, and I'm afraid I will keep feeling like this. Should I make a plan? I'm not sure where to start and I rely heavily on translation tools. Its past midnight in China and I need to go to bed because I have to go to work tomorrow. Good night everyone. I hope that when I wake up in the morning and long into Italki I can see some suggestions on how to study  from you. If my writing has any mistakes I hope you can tell me. Finally, have a nice day. 

Its very difficult to go back to learning again once you are out of the habit. Especially if you are busy with work. My advice would be to start small, don't give yourself a lot of pressure. Pick a simple goal, like reading a news article everyday, or writing a paragraph in a journal every day. Once you get back into the habit of studying it will get easier and easier. Make sure you enjoy the process. The key is doing a little bit every day, and having fun doing it. Good luck!