An Early Morning

I had a short sleep last night and woke up at 5. I should have drank less tea, I told myself. Lying on the bed, I could hear the patter of the rain ticking  and the rumbling of thunder rumbling outside the (my) window. Not being able to fall asleep again, I got up and opened the door to the balcony. I thought the oncoming wind would be cold, but it was not. It was so warm that it felt more like early summer than early spring! I took a deep breath and looked up to the sky. What a beautiful sky! Although it was raining, the sunshine broke through the clouds now and then, and that made the clouds amazingly charming (... look amazing and simply charming). Pinkish clouds, apricot clouds and golden clouds were all swimming in the sky ( or ... were all floating by) . Then I picked a piece of classical music on my phone. I didn't don't listen to classical music very often but at that moment, I needed one to go with the scene (or view) . It was a nice piece and together with the colorful clouds, they gave me a deep, deep inner peace. It's not what something I can feel every day. Most times, my brain is too noisy clouded (or distracted) because of the information, bling s and desires, that I can hardly hear get in touch with my true emotion, especially the so called "negative emotion", my tiredness, anger and fear. But when I was surrounded by the beautiful scenery and music, I felt safe. So that I had the courage to face my true emotions which were sometimes depressed (or suppressed) in daily life. Having (or After)a few more deep breaths, I left the balcony with a light heart.
It was a meaningful early morning and I am grateful for that.

Beautifully written,  very creative. I'm not the best person to help with this as I'm not the most creative person around, but I tried :) .  I changed as little as possible so as not to ruin your work.