A day in my room Today is Tuesday, March 19th, 2019. I've spent 22 hours staying in my room doing some no-name stuff. Facebook shared me a photo which reminded me today 2 years ago, I had one of the most memorable moments with my awesome girls in Holi-colorful Indian festival. However, today is a totally different day. I am all alone and doing the boring things in my small cold room. I can create my joy but my satisfaction is mostly from my surrounding vibe and people who I hang out with. My friend warned me that I would become a "Hikikomori" if I keep following this lifestyle which is not going out and addicted to the internet. It's not my own problem or at least in some perspectives, it is not a problem. I did not take my friend's advice seriously as I know some people whose jobs are mostly indoor activities like researchers. I won't become Hikikomori. I am sure what I am saying. I just took today to freeing myself from work. Today's weather was so beautiful and lively. When I noticed a little light green bird dancing on the branch of pink blossoms through my window, I did want to join with her. It had been great if I had worn a pastel pink dress and walked down on the street. Life is so wonderful. I can't wait to see the sunrise and get the first ray of warm spring sunlight.