diary This is a diary of an ordinary girl with broken English. Thank you for the attention, welcome to all the advices. I’m really want to learn English better and speak natural sentence in the communication. Recently I’m in a big trouble, I always feel tired and stay a day without any gain. I have many clear aims, and I clearly know I need to strive harder, as the TED speech said, I’m young and have numerous probability of future. No pain no gain? I’m not in pain, I’m just tired, and I want to cry frequently, even there is nothing happened. I have no confidence, I never believe that I can do something by myself. Sometimes I think my dream is to become a useful man. Please don’t poor me, that is a kind of prejudice. My parents love me, the society is stable, no starvation, no problems of money, no problems of friendship, the fountain of all the things is in my head. I’m just unhappy, although I’m lucky enough. I don’t know how to solve out these thoughts, I’m not well prepared for tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow, and the rest of all my life.