The first essay This is my first time to write Eglish diary.the reason why I wrote this english diary is because i think it can improve my english level and there is also another reason that It is boring to sit there without anything to do.­ Fiirst of all. I'd like to talk something about my feelings when I arrived Guangzhou. How time flies,I have been to Guangzhou for one year,after I graduated from junior middle school,I realized life was not easy as one think it was.my life has changed a lot,when I was in school ,I was ignorant about about everything,I think when you do something you dont like or sometime you can't imagine.This sort of things can not make us happy.It makes us grow up or sink down.When feeling myself helpless .You have only depend on youself . The noisy cities，all people come or go ,was't warm feeling.To do the same things.they have done the wrong thing are the small things. And I have done wrong .They find fault with me.How to say.They criticized me for good to me but I don't like that way .They make me feel no affection，That feel makes me unhappy .Sometimes you gotta shut up, Accept that you're wrong. It's not giving up. It's called growing up.But now i am getting used to it.From now on .What you need to do just makes the things better .I and my friend's experience is all same . she is girl so strong. I think i should be better than her strong. ­ I wish I care about people and care about me can be happy happiness without trouble forever­.