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I describe myself being sad Today I had a job interview and I totally screwed up. I knew it that’s not my job. I had no idea about cultural and art maker. There’s no wonder that I spoiled it. Then I started thinking 'what do I want to do?' I said 'fucking don’t know I’ve been fucking thinking about that for about 10 years and I DONT KNOW'. I am a job seeker with no desire and no motivation.

I feel the most useless person in the world and it really was. I’m getting deep deep depressed and it led me thought ‘I don’t want to wake up tomorrow once I fall asleep.

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I describe myself being sad

Today I had a job interview and I totally screwed up. I knew it wasn't the job for me. I had no idea about cultural and art maker. There’s no wonder that I spoiled it. Then I started thinking 'What do I want to do?' I said 'fucking don’t know I’ve been fucking thinking about that for about 10 years and I STILL DON'T KNOW'. I am a job seeker with no desire and no motivation.

I feel the most useless person in the world and it really was. I’m getting deeply deeply depressed and it led me to think ‘I don’t want to wake up tomorrow once I fall asleep.

Hello SoHyun,

I did a job I hated for 17 years and it made me physically and mentally sick! Then I discovered a job which I have a passion for and have never looked back. Sometimes I have bad days (everyone does) but the good days more than compensate for the few bad days. 

Write down a list of all the things you are interested in and like doing and then see which jobs fit around your interests and passions. If not, you may have to think about freelance/contracting work in the fields you are interested in.

Best wishes

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To Paula A That job's really unfamiliar to me. But interesting. I hope that I will see your note about study here soon
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It took me 10 years to figure out what I wanted to do. Finally I researched all different jobs that really interest me and the perfect one came up. I wanted to work as a Forensic Pathologist. I still have a 9 to 5 job but I go to school at night. It is a long road ahead to become a pathologist but I am very determined now. Search for something that really truly interests you and look into jobs around that field. Don't give up on yourself. Take care.
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Thanks buddy you make me feel a little bit comfort. Sometimes life might be too much tough to a few people
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The same here. But I have been looking for my perfect job for 20 years. I still don't know what I would like to do. You are not alone... I don't want to wake up and to have a useless occupation from 8 till 17 every day.

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