About Death

I have had a dog. She was really smart、healthy and easygoing with people.By the end of this year, she is going to be would be 10 years old. Everyone love loved her so much.She is was such a little dog---only 3kg weight.But a few days ago,a "traffic accident" brought her away forever. 

Now i miss her sooooo much!

No one can play with me in a DOG way ever never ever again!! Every time i think about her,I can't stop my tears crashing out of my eyes. I can't even go out for my Math class just because I can't control my emotion!! I feel so sad, I can't fall asleep at night; I don't wanna want to eat anything; I can't study or read anything... sometimes I think my sadness is not only adout (about) my dog, i don't know what exactly it is, it's really complicated, but what i can feel only the only thing I can fell-is sadness. 

Now i understand: if you don't care about yourself or do something that is not responsible for your own, you may hurt yourself or even kill yourself. Your family or the people who love you will be plunged into misery. So now help yourself and the people you love to live a better life- that is that the only thing way we can help others to keep away from pain. 




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