Day 7: Am I living or just exist? Time flies. I don't think that I am getting to the end of the year 2018 so close. Recalling my memories in this year I felt a bit sad. Nothing remarkable in my job, no achievement, no promotion. Sometimes I was really fed up with my job. Why was I always so hardworking but got no recognition. I started to compare myself job with my coworkers' jobs and thought there was something likes unfairness in my workplace. Of course, I admitted that I still had some weaknesses which I was trying to fix. No one is perfect. What was I writing about my job seemed like I was claiming and blaming on other people for my problems. Sometimes I could not control my bad person inside me. That was not the worst part. I closed my eyes to remember which was the most exciting or happiest or saddest memory but I could not point out any of them. Everything seemed dull. Before my age of 25, there were so much more happy memories. What have I been doing with my life since my 25 ? It does not like "living".