it's bad that just waiting for someone else

I feel boring and sad when I have been waiting for someone for a day long. The worst thing is that I was told that I have to wait for longer just the appoint time arrived. I am sad because it seems that I don't have my own life. I'v thought it's a good thing of looking for something worthy. However, now, I just feel bad, I always believe the promise that never come true. I wonder to find a new life, just be myself.

It`s bad to just wait for someone else

I feel bored and sad whenever I have to wait for someone all day long. The worst thing about it is, they would tell me that I have to wait longer before the scheduled time. I was sad because It seemed like I don`t have my own life OR I was not in control of my life.  I have thought that it`s better to look fro something worthy. However, Now I just feel bad because I always believe on promises that never came true. I wonder how I could find a new life and just be myself.

it's bad that to just be waiting for someone else

I feel boring bored and sad when I have been waiting for someone for a whole day long. The worst thing is that I was told that I have to wait for longer just as the appointment time arrived. I am sad because it seems that I don't have control of my own life. I'v thought it's   was good thing of looking for something worthy. However, now I just feel bad, I always believe the promises that never come true. I wonder want to find a new life, where i can just be myself.

it's bad that just be waiting for someone else.

I feel boring and sad when I have been to be waiting for someone for a day long. The worst thing is that I was told that I have to wait for longer just than the the appointment time arrived. I am sad because it seems that I don't have my own life. I've thought it's a good thing of to look  ing for something worthy. However, now, I just feel bad, I always believe the promises that never come true. I wonder if I can find a new life ( change my life), just be myself.