Simple text from my mind. My mind is full of ideas. I consider myself a creative person but I have a big problem and I dont feel like to do what I want it. For me to make these notes is an effort, I just want to be sleeping all day. My energy it's not the same and I dont feel sick but, lastly , I have been feeling bad... It is hard for me to see other people fail. I think that I have been feeling what they feel. I dont want to be feeling their emotions but I do it and I dont feel fine with it. I spend more time thinking about people's problems than myself. I'm tired, without energy, stressed and I'm not doing what I need to do. I was thinking about to go to a Psicology maybe a professional person can help me with these feelings. If someone is sad or stressed, I dont want to feel the same but I do it. I have been trying to stop talking with alot of people, I do more yoga and the last days it has been helping me but It's not enought. When did I start to feeling it? It is started on September 2016. My uncle and GrandFather died. They were sick and I was helping them in the process. I knew my grandpa's feelings and he wanted to died. He was not able to move his body because he was paralyzed. The last day when he died, I saw him dying and it was hard for me. My dad, mom, my sister were sad and their feelings, were my feelings too. One week ago my uncle died, I didnt cry this time because my mother was really bad and I tried to be strong for her. All nights I was thinking about them, about my family's feelings and I started to feel sad. I started to be depressed and Anxiety. Since 2016, I started to feel other people's feelings. It's not nice, It affect me and I'm trying to keep my mind busy. I force me to do things because I just feel like to sleep. Hi friends from Italki, correct me pls. Thanks. Vero.