Just a silly writing in the midnight I can't stop thinking about the human power, the mind power I mean like feelings is really impact of someone life I guess. the feel is really have power than anything, like when a sick person heard a good news that made them very happy the recovery could be faster, so the "feel" has really impacted. lately, in this years I felt not really good then everything surround me is also full of miserable, and I'm wondering that before is not like this, I realized then and talking with myself and think. "I think everything that happening around me is because of me, my closest people's problems is a reflection of me (even it's not my problem literally) "but their problem is effect me because they are mean for me of course their happiness or sadness will be mine too and I remember before is not like this when everything was good in me omg many people also had many happiness, could you believe that? I know I may sound crazy or silly to think this way but really I realize it now, I notice it. and then I think I got the conclusion that... whatever that happened around me is a reflection of what inside me. omg I can't stop thinking, I can't stop thinking about this life. this universe, human, animals, souls, feelings, heart, mind. who are you life?