I'm waiting for my heart broken healing  broken heart to heal

and it has been a while.

It's the first time I feel have felt something like that, so deep... (have felt something so deeply)

And I'm still quite young so I wonder: Will I ever find the one?.   wonder if I will ever find the one.

That person that will make me feel so good, so complete. 

And if I do,  If I were to find the one for me, how can I be sure that I am the one for them too? how can I be sure that I will be the one for that person too?

Cause I'm not ready to face another desilusion disappointment in love.

I think we are actually never ready, but maybe we get stronger after each break up maybe.

And all I can think about now is when am I I am going to find gonna find

someone who will make me feel everything my ex did?

Im urgingggg impatient for it because I'm not finding anything else to distract myself from the pain.

Maybe This may be a deep subject to be writing about in such a public website forum but that was what I was feeling to writing wanting to write about about because it is all I can think about.. All I can think of.

Hi Layla, This is quite good! We don't actually write "gonna" and "cause". We write "going to" and "because". ;) I hope your heart heals soon and that you will heal in a strong way. Perhaps that will be through getting plenty of exercise, nature, sunshine, good friends and family, tasty food, interesting movies, enjoyable books, beautiful museums, cute puppies, adorable kittens, and learning and growing in all sorts of ways. (Focusing on joys and growth beyond romance has more potential to bring a very good and lasting new relationship, whereas dating to minimize pain has less potential to last a long time and be good for you. Sorry to give advice, but since you put it out here in the forum, I thought I would add my two cents. :) Get out and notice the amazing world around you and involve yourself with it, especially through exercise. You will feel better in a few weeks and more and more over time. I promise it works!)