English is the best sounding language of in the the world.

I would like to learn better English and to especially speak fluently.

I would like to have the same height like an ability as American or Britain British speakers.

I wish, I would be was born in an English speaking country.

Sometimes during my lesson I am loosing my lose faith about it.

And when When I notice I can't go further, I feel myself very wrecked discouraged and say to myself, I wouldn't be a am not a born talker, hadn't gotten I haven't any talent and I probably I would't survive a higher level .

I would trade my mother tongue german German for a native tongue in English right now if I would have the possibility could.

English is the best sounding language in the the world

I would like to learn better English and especially speak fluently.

I would like to have the same height like an American or British person.*

I wish I had been born in an English speaking country.

Sometimes during my lessons I am losing my faith about it.

And when I notice i can't go further I feel myself very defeated **and say to myself, I'm not a born talker, haven't gotten any talent and I probably wouldn't survive a high level.

I would trade my mother tongue, German, for a native English tongue right now if I had the possibility.

* I don't know what this means. Are you very short or tall? Do you mean "ability" or "level" rather than height?

** "Wrecked" is ok but "defeated" sounds more natural.

I know language learning is very difficult, but you're always making progress whether you realise it or not. After all, you already learnt German to fluency! Good luck!