College and stuff By the age of seventeen I left my mom's house to move out to the capital of my state, Recife, to study biology at the Federal University of Pernambuco, my biggest dream had just become reality. But by such a young age, we do not think about our decisions carefuly, which made me fall apart when I realised things were not working out the way I thought they would. So I left the university, came home, spent a year doing absolutely nothing - except for initiating Jiu-Jitsu, a hobby I really love. Now I'm studying business at the same university, in a different city tho, closer to my mom's house, all my expenses for free and I'll probably even earn some money from the government to study. It's a great deal, I know that, not everyone has the same opportunity I'm having, but I'm not happy - yet I cannot do something about it. My psychologist suggested I should start a second graduation and study both at the same, it's a possibility I'm pondering. Life's messed up, dude.