Thoughts I live in fear to not reach the goals I've been planning in my whole life, it's tough to see many people around you accomplishing things while I feel as I'm not walking anymore. I'm teaching a martial art in order to try to change the world around me, but unfortunately people don't give value to that nowadays, we can only see violence and people who seeks violence, it's really difficult to be a teacher that tries to teach peace in a world full of hate, violence, intolerance and war. Looks like I'm just a dreamer when I believe that the martial arts can still change people's lives, as the time goes by I have less students and I thing I should give up on that and try something different, but martial arts has changed my life, I feel I'm a better person now and I would like to make people feel the same as I do. Looks like nobody cares about the teachings we have to teach, people only wants ranks, and medals and anything that can fulfill their ego. I don't know in what to believe, I'm just trying, and I'll keep trying, maybe someday I'll make a difference, maybe someday I'll just wake up...