Back to italki Long time no c italki.It has been about 20 months since I posted my last dairy.Looking back to my last dairy written on 9/2/2016,I really have a lot of words to say.That girl now has a boyfriend now who had a good relationship with her for not long time.I sometimes think I put it down,but the girl always comes to my mind what I cannot blow it up.So I now usually think about myself,I consider myself as a loser who cannot make money who cannot get the girl be in love with...This is really a dairy full of negative power.