I am living the worst nightmare of my life and I do not know how to wake up or when it started.(1) I am living the worst nightmare of my life and I do not know how to wake up or when it started.(1) I thought I had everything arranged everything was in place and calculated, I did elementary, high school and preparatory all without errors there were no hesitations or mistakes there were no excellent or commemorations but there was no mistake. They will be able to say if there were no excellent or failures then it is of that the typical history of an average and mediocre student. But no, every 8, every 6 and every 9 that I took was because I studied hours, review again and again not only to memorize but also to understand . And when I started college there were many times when I wanted to resign and send everything fly , know that the industrial engineering career is not as difficult as the mathematical physicist, nor as complicated as a programmer but for me it was like climbing in Mount Everest and still I tried every day and every minute of those days and finally I finished it. I'm not an expert because the practice time offered by our university is a joke but I managed to learn more than many know, but I have been a year and four months and can not find a job, I lost the CV account sent, the amount of interview I attended, I'm not even looking for as an engineer I'm looking for a practitioner and still manage to get any detail to say "no" and English is the peak of my nightmare when they do not find more than ask English "Give us something in English" as if it were one of those circus animals that do tricks, but what the hell I say. I do not speak it, I do not write it or understand it fluently but I am sure that one who could do the idiot that is in front of me does not care because he is only looking for a detail in me to say "NO". I tell you the truth I do not master it but I can read it, understand it and speak it. I'm still learning but that is not enough for them.