My thoughts about how to improve my English

Actually, I have study studied English recently for the past fifteen years or maybe more. And I still can't speak without having big problems. This fact makes me sad. I thought about it a lot and I have decided that only two things there are only 2 reasons for it this. There are it. you go:

First reason. I study studied words and grammar, read books, but I didn't improve speaking skills like pronunciation and listening. So I have many difficulties with in communication to another people OR when communicating with others . I understood it clearly when I first-time traveled to an English speaking country. It was awful. I asked something but I didn't understand an the answer. Any conversations were awkward. - I totally see your point, i had the same problem previously with french but that changed when I switched my focus from reading and writing and grammar to strictly listening and taking notes and then trying to use those words and immitating a lot. And it really worked, you know? I was so stressed on the fact that I do not get to learn the language, but this method for me personally worked.

Second reason is that I didn't  don't use English very often. I didn't don't study English regularly. So I forgot English faster then than  I  study it. - it does not make sense

I understood it and I am very happy. If you know your problems' reasons, you can fix it. I am going to use English at least a two-hour per day. I am going to watch Star Trek TNG and other series with subtitles, to listen to podcasts and to write small texts. I will continue to learn new words and improve my grammar, but I won't do only it all time. it does not make sense


Thanks for reading. I hope my thoughts will useful to you.