Secret admirer I want to tell you something about my experience being secret admirer of a guy at the university for more than 5 Years. I was only 18 years Old and that was my first day at college. Everything was different there. I saw strangers everywhere. I saw a lot of thing, that I've never seen before. I decided to go to my faculty with the Bus from University. Suddenly something happened. I fell in love, because someone touched my arm. No, not really, that was just an accident. He didnt really touch my arm. But whatever. I fell in love and I didn't know, who he was. I didn't even know, how he looked like. But don't worry I knew exactly his silhouette and where his classroom was and also which shirt he wore. I want to stalk him, but how can I stalk him if I even didn't know, how he looked like. Few months later, I saw him again, I knew it was him from his shirt and his figure. I followed him and ta daa I saw his face! I saw his face for the first time and I knew exactly that I fell in Love with him. With my friend's help I could even found his facebook. I stalked him everyday on Facebook, and the more I stalked him the more I loved him. He was like Goethe or Shakespeare. He was good in Poetry and I loved it. That was almost four years and we still didn't know each other. I couldn't sleep I thought a lot about him. I dared to write him a letter. Anonymous letter! I said him the truth that I stalked him for almost four years. I know it sounds creepy but what can I do? I didn't know what should I do. I was afraid that he would't liked me. After that I couldn't sleep quietly. I expected the answer from my anonymous letter. I want to know his reaction! Six Months later I was done with my College and I knew that I would never see him again, because I decided to go abroad. One day before I flew I wrote him on Facebook and I told him everything. He was so kind but it was already late. I couldn't see him anymore!