I will live

I would have liked to have been wiser, to have been more decided, not to have thought so much. But I was shy, so serious, so quiet, that was my problem.

She always was talking about beautiful things, never about war or hunger, and she used to laugh all time with that charming voice. She always shone.

I studied with her at the hill school, she was my close friend, but I wanted more than a friendship.

When the school ended, she told me: “you have been my best friend, I know you very well, and I didn’t understand why you didn’t live, really live, please don’t think everything, only live”.

I didn’t say nothing.

I went to university, and we didn’t talk again, but all time I used to think of her. Sometimes she used to write me an email, talking about her life, her news about her friends, her sorrows, her joys, and I answered some her emails.

When I finished the college I traveled around the world, and I learned a lot of things about life, and I developed social skills, and I quit being a shy guy, so I called her.

I didn’t know if she was married, or with boyfriend, but I needed to try, but nobody answered.

I come back to my country, and I searched for her, but I didn’t like what I found.

She has been in a hospital, not at the college, she had a horrible disease, she always knew it, and she didn’t tell me nothing.

Her tomb is beautiful.

I hope she is watching me, and she is happy with my life.

I only regret never having told her what I felt.

I will live

I would have liked to have been wiser, to have been decided, not to have thought so much. But I was shy, so serious, so quiet, that was my problem. (Esta bien esta oracion)

She was always was talking about beautiful things, never about war or hunger, and she used to laugh all the time with that charming voice. She always shined shone. 

I studied with her at the hill school, she was my close friend, but I wanted more than a friendship.

When the school ended, she told me: “you have been my best friend, I know you very well, and I didn’t understand why you didn’t live, really live, please don’t think everything, only live”.

I didn’t say anything nothing.  (mal ingles, algunos americanos dicen "nothing" pero mal ingles)

I went to university, and we didn’t talk again, but all time I used to think about her. Sometimes she used to write me an email, talking about her life  live, her news friends, her sorrows or her joys, and I answered some of her emails.

When I finished the college I traveled around the word, and I learned a lot thing about the life, and I developed social tools, and I quit being to be a shy guy, so I called her.

I didn’t know if she was married, or with a boyfriend, but I needed to try, but nobody answered.

I come back to my country, and I searched for her, but I didn’t like what I found.

She has been in a hospital, not at the college, she had a horrible disease, she always knew it, and she didn’t tell me anything nothing.

Her tomb is beautiful.

I hope she is watching me, and she is happy  forof my life.            sugerencia  (or..  she is happy the way I am living my life)

Only I regret not have told what I felt. My only regret is not telling her how I felt.

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