Life pieces Today I felt like I am a total loser, It has been almost two months since I started this new job. Only the first two weeks, I felt everything went really smoothly, I was inputting knowledge, only need do what others told me to do, that absolutely was the most relax time so far, after two weeks, I began to handle problem by myself, an output process, that was...even now it is painful. I made a lof of mistakes constantly. Besides, due to my work nature, it requires me to be quite organized, deal with so much detailed things in the same time, in other words, good memory plus careful, which I always consider them my weakness. I felt quite upset and almost nervous every working day, even though I worked really late without a lot of rest, I still can not complete all stuff perfectly. That's the low point in my life. Not only because of the current working issue, but also my personal state, I am not happy. I compared myselft with the one"unhappy" in the carton<No minds and unhappy> I have been unhappy for a while since I graduated from university. The weird thing is a lot of people think I am such sunny girl from outside, but truly to say I often feel sad and lonely insider, this feeling is like no one stand back me and sometimes when it is extremely quiet, it seems like I am the only one in the entire world. Can you imagine how does it feel when you feel lonely, you can't remove this feeling although friends are by your side. what I can do it to think, to figure it out by myself.