Practicing Egnlish I write a lot about my thoughts and feelings. It helps but not too much. I also tried to speak to people but I noticed people do not want to open up either then why I should do. I have a friend. I used to talk to him about all my problems but these days he is not interested to listen to me. I do not know. I kind of understand when people have problems and they want to be on their own but at the same time one can find time for others, if you really want to. Also the last time when I opened up to a guy that I was into, he just shut up for a week and then he rejected me. I feel that people want things the same. They are not ready for changing.