thoughts about life

Everytime when I feel upset or desperate, I always want to get some encouragement or agreement from the books or movies or some articles written by famous people, but unfortunately, it's very impractical and useless .i don't know whether i should go on this way ,i messed my major up and the toughest thing is that i have lots of papers to write and a software called wasp to learn .i always think i can't finish it ,but i have to do. i don'tknow whether you will come up with the idea of giving up,i always do ,but just think about it ,i never give up.but the process of this period is very difficult for me to move on.

Your English is pretty good. I can clearly understand your meaning. If you notice, I capitalized a couple of 'I's at the beginning. You should continue this practice throughout the rest of your essay. When I is used alone it is always capitalized. What's your major? Good luck~