Just somthing Just don't really feel well these days and don't really know who should I talk to and what should I do. I just realized that until today it has been 7 years since I started to work. I have changed several jobs, everytime I am very motivated when I just join a new company. But after a while, I start to lose my passion and start to find out it's not something I like. But I had always been positive about the future and I knew that one day I will have what I want in life. Maybe because for the past few years had been very smooth in my work, until last year, I quit my last job, didn't pass my driver's license, broke up with my ex and started to find a job in a new city. I was tired of finding jobs after half of month since I came to beijing. Then I had two interviews at two foreign enterpises which I thought would be good for me. The positions which I applied for are also similar, the difference is that one is food industry and the other is in mining industry. I chose the second because of the impression of the manager who interviewed me that day. The other one who interviewed more than 30 people and called me to work there after I had started working for my current company. I was glad to work in this company, the manager and my boss treat me well. And they understand people, but the thing is that I have too much workload everyday which is beyond what I can do. After quite a while later, we started to hire 2 more staffs, one who can help me with my work. But still, we have a lot work to do and feel tired everyday. But the better thing is that I have moved to somewhere nearer from my office after one year of hard work. Recently I started to think about my future, I can't just work all the time only for getting money, but not thinking about my inner feelings. I really don't feel happy here. But I also don't know what my next job should be, what field should I do. I can't keep on changing anymore. I want to do something which I will be passionate about. Now I start to do something which will make me happy, such as recording in English, and singing. But I would like to find a part time job in a cafe during my free time too, so I would not only earn more money to get closer to the life I want, but also maybe will help with my career choosing later on. What is your idea? Do you have concerns about your future? Thank you for reading! I feel much better now after writing it down.