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My first idea was great: I started to dance - there was a competition at my university, where every department has a dance team. I should to say, that I've never had a classes at any dance school and was always shy to do things on [a] stage / in front of an audience. So it was a challenge for me, and I was really happy: I had a dream team, and I could to make my ideas come true, and I started little by little to love myself again and of course I was getting better.
However, it was still hard, and The Bad Person appeared approximately during / at this time and ruined everything again.
And This time I understood, that I must move forward towards my good times and I can't just give up. "Busy is the new happy, isn't it?" - I thought, and started to look for a job.
It was a very hard time for me. I'd broken up with my boyfriend, and the breakup was awful. Plus I had a problem with my studies because I'd just returned from Poland - I'd been there on an exchange program for 4 months. I felt as though I was slowly going mad and I cried all the time. My friends and family were supporting me a lot but it didn't work - I woke up every morning feeling overwhelmed: my study problem and loneliness were destroying me. And then just when it was starting to get better it got worse - I started to spend more and more time with one person (I will call him/her The Bad Person) who completely ruined / shattered all my hopes and wishes to return to normal life, and it's no surprise that I started to seriously think about suicide. However, I'm lucky to have a fantastic family - they are the reason why] that I'll never decide to kill myself.
Busy is the new happy (part 1)
It was a very hard time for me. I'd broke up with my boyfriend, and this break was awful. Plus I had a problem with my study because I've just returned from Poland - I've been there by exchange program for 4 months. I felt like i was going (or you can say driving myself mad) mad slowly and I cried all the time. My friends and family were supporting me strongly but it didnt work - I woke up every morning with feelings of heavy weights and my study problem and loneliness were destroying me. And then when it just started to get better it got worse - I started to take more and more time with one person (I will say The Bad Person) who completely broke all my hopes and wishes to return to normal life, and there are it is no surprise that I started to think about suicide seriously. But I'm lucky to have a fantastic family - they are the reason why I'll never decide to kill myself.Once I woke up without bad thoughts but with the good ones - I need to do something. By this time I've already made my study OK(you can say this but it is better to say "fixed my study problem"), and I had a free time. "I MUST to do something!" - it sounds so simple and right! My phone wallpapers said to me: BUSY IS THE NEW HAPPY and there was no doubt!
My first idea was great: I started to dance - it was a competition at my university, where every department had a team for dancing. I should to say, that I've never had a classes at any dance school and was always was shy to do things on the scene. So it was a challenge for me, and I was really happy: I had a dream team, and I could to make my ideas come true, and I started little by little to love myself again and of course I was getting better.
But it still was hard, and The Bad Person appeared approximately in this time and returned everything to ruin.
And this time I understood, that I must go on to my good time and I just can't give up. "Busy is the new happy, isn't it?" - I thought and start to find a job.
**wow this is amazing. I hope things turn out good for you. If this is your true story.
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