To you 15 years have passed. Can you imagine, 15 years! We are so young and beautiful but now we recollect things which have happened 15 years ago as if they happened last week or even yesterday. Every time when Robbie Williams sings I recollect you. The song "She is the one" I associate with you, as if "she" is you. And all the time I wanted to tell you about that. And now when you read this you finally know it. Do you remember his concert? I do remember your story about it. We talked so often and so much. But remember only three of our talks and I believe I will remember them all of my life: the way you spoke about Caucasus men and the environment in which you grew up in your native city; how you talked to your friend about luxury sorts of cheess when I could hardly buy for lunch soup in campus cafe. And I also remember your story about Robbie Williams concert. I would love also be there. But in that time I even couldn't dream about it. And now... He couldn't come to Moscow? Why? Because of drugs he didn't feel good? I don't know. He became 15 years older as we did. We were 18. Do you remember that time? I do remember. That was wonderful time when we felt so deeply and looked at the world with wide open eyes. I learn to do it this way again. They say Robbie Williams is gay. You know I actually don't care about that. I could never think I would write those words. But now I can see the deep substance of people without any conscription to appearance, nationality or thing called sexual orientation. Only substance is important. I know an amazing person which feels being another gender. But the person is so wonderful, well educated and feels the world so deeply and gently that I actually don't care about any particulars. And how it was for a long time with another close friend of mine when our friends asked me was he a gay. "I don't know, I answered, I never asked him and I don't care". That's not important. Another thing is important. He wants to "feel real love", he sings about it from the deep of his substance. I do understand him very well. That is the most important thing. There is nothing more important exists. I hope you met your real love. And if you did I'm happy for you.