Stressful society I feel some stress recently and I have some reasons First, I went to clubbing last Friday and no one wasn't interested in me! I think I'm a kinda pretty girl but I also know I'm a kinda weird girl and unfortunately, Japanese guy doesn't like weird girls. Since I went to US, I became more weird than before and I'm often said that you're kinda like foreigner. I was looking for going to clubbing but it was not fun that much actually. It was more than fun to go to drink in Ebisu with just girls. I thought I just need time to spend with girls for a while. And also I have some stress of my job but I don't want to think of it except for when I work so I do things that make my feeling better. I'm not so hungry even when the break time lately so I just listen an American English voices when the break time. It makes me smile and makes me happy. I like to listen in and I like to keep it in my mind. Oh no... It's gonna come busy days from tomorrow as well.....