October What October is? Everybody has its own October. Everbody feels it in his own way. For somebody it's grey, cold and wet. It used to be the same for me. "I should update myself to October" - I used to plan. That meant to do sport on regular basis and get ability to manage my sad emotions. Aha. If you want make God laugh tell him your plans. We often laugh with him at my plans. Well, if not with him then with his representative, Guardian Angel of mine. You haven't had updated your body by October again? What did you do in the summer time? You were preparing. You were listening you. You were forgiving. You were loving. You were suffering. And so many times again and again. Where to take forces to survive the October? All the forces you have inside you. And even there are not enough forces just pounce terminals at the power source. That is eternal engine. Perpetual mobile. It has 100% conductivity of energy. Energy wouldn't be lost. It doesn't matter what do you feel. Don't think too much. Just pounce terminals and go on. Don't look for the summer. It's not here. It doesn't matter what weather is outside but what you have inside only matters. You could do it, my girl. You got to love October.