Nope ! I am not giving up. Previously I made an entry about tragedy that makes me gave up in 'that' sport. But now, I got my strength to continue what I like to do. After that tragedy, I actually took about 10 months to start it again. I moved to my hometown and started work there. I always miss to play it again. But all my teammates are far from me and my working hours always till late evening. Until after 7 months working, I found a sport club near to my hometown. So I made a decision to join them although I feel a bit afraid to meet the new team. They are totally strangers to me. But who knows, from strangers we became a family now. We went to the tournament together, sleep together laugh together, cried because of lose together and jump when we got medal together. There also, I met with someone whom I never thought could be someone so special in my life till now. He always support me in everything I do. He always give me strength when I'm at weak point. He always there to cheer me outside of the court. He always teach me the right thing to do not even in the game play but also in my life. And that is how I am more motivated now. I guess downturns make you feel stronger than before. I love you my teammates. I love you my forever-in-life-idol. Thank you for everything. Thank you in advance for correcting my entries ! Really appreciate it.