At this moment, I'm re-evaluating my life plan. I'm putting aside some dreams and ideas and reformulating others. It is not easy to accept the restrictions of life. The fact is, there are three disabled people in my family, so I'm unlikely to, someday, fulfill the dream of "travelling for three months across America" or "have the experience of living in another country". Ok, there are a lot of other interesting experiences to live but nevertheless it's a little sad I won't be able to fulfill my life plan in the way I had originally conceived it.

I'm not entirely sure what you mean in your last sentence, so I took some liberties here and there to try and interpret around what you wrote.